I hate to be mean or insult anyone but this does seem like an immature guy who a glass ego who is too scared to face the truth that he’s a wage slave and yes it is totally meaningless what he is doing but by changing his routine or environment slightly he thinks it’s suddenly better , then so he just rambles on like a drama queen without saying anything deep or interesting. So save your time and don’t read it but best of luck to the author seems like a nice guy at least