My 'thoughts' are closer to a mouse cursor changed into an hourglass while waiting for a computation to finish than 'First we need to do <XYZ>, but to do <XYZ> we need <X>, <Y>, and <Z>. To get <X>, <Y>, and <Z>, we need to ...'
I find it really hard to operate in live/in-person discussions because of this. I physically end up just as silent and blank as my mind!
With that being said I wish my mind was blank sometimes, I wish my inner monologue would shut up every now and then. :)
I’m curious why these differences happen and to what degree it’s difference in thought versus difference in conscious perception of thought.
'Cause I am very curious how the author experiences imaginary and complex numbers ... or even negative integers, irrationals, and transcendental numbers.
RE how I think about imaginary or complex numbers, in short, I don't :)
I've never studied much higher math, and don't have any reason to think that I'd be particularly good at it.
They are describing how their brain naturally sees numbers: which is commonly referred to as synesthesia.
Maybe they visualize other number relations differently in their head. To me, I could not do math in my head like this and it makes very little sense to me. I don't even really get what they're describing to be honest with you. I visualize numbers in my head as the number symbol you'd write down.
This sort of thing reminds me of an article I read a while back about how some people don't have an inner monologue when they're thinking which I assumed everyone did and found wildly strange trying to think about how other people think. This article is also equally confusing to me.