I left a decade ago and came back using doom and have gained a new respect for both emacs and lisp.
Having such a configurable tool is an invitation to the subtle with an attention to detail.
Free Software is so far away from the mainstream consumer culture and it provides an immeasurable value to those who invest.
How many other programs that you stopped using two decades ago are still going strong with thriving communities?
But then, I'm suspect to talk, I left Emacs almost two decades ago and never looked back, and among other reasons, it was exactly because it was so crappy "out-of-the-box", so every new computer I had to use meant always having to deal with that.