honestly people on here are not spending enough time telling you that if your job is shitty and your career feels dead that you will be angry, depressed, anxious. not that having a job and a career is everything, but speaking from the experience of having done that once or twice before, 8+ hours of terrible job will get to you and start to fray anyone's patience and sap their life force. for the love of yourself and your own family, go find something to do all day that you don't hate.