Whatever happens, you can know that things are generally as they should be, that the human suffering that does happen is ultimately unavoidable, better than the alternative. You must never feel the stings of witnessing grand injustice, of all the death in everything, or at least those stings are buffered. You can wake up and say: "maybe we still have to tweak our implementation here and there, but the laws of our world are consistent, as well as (paradoxically) complete."

Really, I envy you! I envy you like in some ways I envy the spiritual, faithful people of the world, who similarly know there is a cosmic justice, karma, that the dealings of people are within a bounded system that will, god willing, normalize, like warmer air on cold.