My entire life whenever I’m having a face to face with someone, anyone at all, I get this urge to kiss them. No freaking clue why. Don’t worry, I manage it effortlessly.

Same with my urge to break the tension and jump onto train tracks.

Same with just intensely inappropriate thoughts during formal events. Like wanting to stand up and scream the F word or something.

You are not alone : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrusive_thought