Likewise, except for me, it was at the age of 6 months. My father was a very successful and famous entertainer (I won't name him to protect my identity). He was also an alcoholic, and it destroyed his life. I remember, clear as day, I had an epiphany about him and what his status had done to our family. As he reached for his bottle of gin, I grabbed it from him, and uttered "No". He looked at me for a long minute, and then began to sob.