Unmotivated is a better word for it than lazy. I think part of it is that jobs are so siloed and abstract now that it's hard to connect our efforts with the outcomes. Sometimes I get hit with a wave of 'all I do is stare at this rectangle and push buttons all day.' It's so far removed from what a single one of my ancestors would have considered time well spent. It's not a surprise that we're not jumping out of bed rearing to go.

I know its not efficient but I'd love to just do an entire process end to end instead of many iterations of one piece of it - endlessly and without closure or satisfaction.