I'm actually depressed, and have been for years. Working remotely in a room by myself for the last year hasn't helped.

I haven't had a real vacation (more than a week or so of time off) in years.

I have less than 2 weeks worth of PTO sick time accrued. I genuinely wish I had the option of taking 4 months of paid sick leave for mental health reasons. I'm pretty sure that would help me reset my mental state.