it’s one thing to offer an idea or point out something could be done in a different, better way. completely different when you’re told it’s not gonna be done that way but you go ahead and do it anyway.

the “rebellious” attitude also comes with you sinking in more time (you need to do your “dayjob” on top of this, right?) and with the real consequences if what you’re doing rubs people the wrong way/is seen as wasting time.