Re:Feynman: I am burned out and I'll never accomplish anythi...
by yonaguska on Sunday April 25, 2021 @01:32PM
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I also programming my linear algebra homework assignments, and then nearly failed the class. Didn't really learn it until I had to use it for more interesting combinatorics.
Also adhd, and our coping mechanisms are similar.
But I agree about the cognitive load. I have ADHD so in order to qualify as "high functioning" I need to continuously improve my coping strategies when it comes to keeping that load low. I write everything down. My thought process is anchored in long text files with hundreds of indented lists. My programming style is super verbose and perhaps a bit enterprisey, but each class does one thing and I always spend extra effort making sure the things I can re-use work well enough that it's safe to forget how they work.
Oddly enough, my reserves are much bigger when it comes to programming. I remember having trouble with some linear algebra homework - it involved a lot of matrix calculations, and my results just didn't make sense, and I couldn't focus long enough. So I programmed it instead, and it worked immediately and solved my homework. I think it was about change of basis, which actually got me side-tracked because I realized the same code could be used for a simple 3D renderer. And that's what got me into computer graphics. What was the topic again?