Unfortunately, 300 days in, I am neither mentally capable of adhering to restrictions, nor do I have the trust any more to follow through if I did.
For me, it's the risk of death and/or a chronic condition, or the certainty of psychosis.
Hourly reminder that it's been almost 100 days since it was last legal for me to have a friend over for a cup of tea.
Best of luck, glad you're holding up well; sorry that I've failed you.
However, it didn't have to be this way. The UK practically beat the pandemic over summer, and then snatched defeat from the jaws of victory by persistently ignoring reality. Reopening schools, Eat Out To Help Out, failing to stop international travel - these are the things that led to the current situation.
Get mad, by all means. But place the blame where it belongs. We are doing the right thing now, in order to deal with the idiocy of before.