Still, I'd love to go to this bar! Or the pub down the street.
Sure our rates are ‘high’ but are on par with places like California and New York who have very strict lockdowns.
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People are still people, we are just being told that people are unsafe, with an invisible enemy attacking. I think these lockdowns are too far, I think we can't hide from danger. Most people disagree with me. I can't say I've found a way to deal with this. I am depressed. I take medicine, but that only worked when things were normal. I am more depressed than I can remember, but it feels numb. When I was depressed in the past, I was actively sad, actively self-harming through excessive drug use. Now I am just, existing, like you said. But there is hope. We can get out of this mess, things are getting better. Hopefully things will be better soon.
I really miss just having a cup of coffee and talking to other people about nothing at all. Sure you can call people but it's hard to talk about nothing or just sit and look at the people going by on the phone.
But for me, this sort of thing just sends me further into a deep depression.
It ain't right. Pictures of food don't fix hunger.
I hope that we snap out of all of this soon. Writing these comments, just to leave a log, in case someone cares, if it all goes wrong.
I miss having the ability to miss. Having the feeling that others exist. Right now I feel that other people stopped existing.