Same here. You're just outnumbered, and because of that you're often seen as having unreasonable requests or point of view. I don't think anybody who works in a security team is happy, it's a shit job honestly. The less you do, the happier your devs are. And at the end of the day, you look back at the years of work you've done, and there's nothing to show. No building, it was just about pushing through friction.