The writing was on the wall months before the attack. Mt Gox's usability plummeted and rumors or pentesting circulated. Orders started experiencing increasing latency.

I watched that tower fall from a safe distance. I'm not saying it's your fault that you got dragged into the Bitcoin double spend attack, but it's simply part of the game. Easy come, easy go. Don't get caught up imagining fake money you never had. It will weight heavily on your psyche forever.