Hey there, I'd be happy to talk to you about mentorship (and I'm sure lots of other people here would, too). Please shoot me an email and I'd be happy to talk you through some options. I'm currently managing remotely for a Silicon Valley company but have worked at other local market companies, as well.

Key point like others have already said: You're not on the precipice, though it sometimes feels that way!

Email is in my profile.