funny, i noticed that if i dont want to know why FOO was born, i wont. so i spend time figuring out why i want to know when FOO was born. this makes things so much easier for me. im creative so i can always figure our a reason FOO was cool somehow. its like my brain needs to "stick around for a while" on a topic and create more connections to it. if i just repeat it, i dont remember it when i need to. specially under stress or if im annoyed.