Yep, exactly. I’ve been doing this now going on 30 years, and I felt like OP at my first job back in ’92, so I bailed on it. I found another quickly and immediately felt the same way. I bailed on that one, too, thinking I was just picking the wrong jobs. After four job changes in four years I realized this is just how professional software development feels - and that’s part of the reason it’s such a high-paying profession.