You can test high in anything, but it doesn't automatically convert to practical value - that takes actually doing the work. So your motivations got screwed up, blinding you to the fact you today mostly can do whatever, but with circumstances, belief systems and ego as continuous direction. Believing you are special, even if told so makes you unremarkable, grows into ego, which blocks you from others. Pursue your interests, seek out groups, courses where you get in touch with people reeling you in. Ignore people and circumstances that make you cocoon.