This is really interesting! You are quite the "doer". I think for a lot of people the problem is that they think and plan a lot, but never do anything. You seem to be able to identify a problem and then proceed to solve it, which is a pretty good quality, I think. You take control of your life and do things instead of waiting for the "right time". Tell me, what do you think about your actions? "I need to do it because nobody else will"? Maybe "It's my responsibility, so I need to get it done"?