The CIA only kills people by extension. It is a "contractor" that does the wet work. This is known as CS work [Clandestine Services]

...if you would like to explain yourself [D-voter] rather than hiding, im ready. Here is an opportunity to look around and see how it really works:

https://www.cia.gov/index.html

https://www.cia.gov/offices-of-cia/clandestine-service

feel free to offer your service to your country, if you think you qualify.