You're just in the process of coming to terms with change. The only advice I can give you about that is this: Recognize that change is not something to be afraid of. It takes courage and certainty to choose because no one can make a choice for you. You will be accountable for the path you take. The choice is yours. Like you said, indecisiveness leaves you getting nothing done because you know that you have to make a choice. I believe the silver lining you're talking about is the decision you're most eager to make. Think about it as long as you have to but the worst thing you can do is to not do anything :)