Brave statement. Can you talk about what you mean by STATUS? If I project my own early 20s beliefs into OP's description, it means that I pictured myself being much wealthier than I am now, maybe arriving to work in helicopter, super successful, beautiful people dying to talk to me, and all those horrible people from highschool eating their hearts out. In my 30s I see all this is nonsense and wouldn't make me any happier. But that's not the focus of the question. OP what do you mean by STATUS?