I don't hate you, I don't hate myself, I don't hate men, and I don't hate women. I see plenty of great qualities in men (strong, assertive, spatially and mathematically intelligent, logical, emotionally stable, sexually expressive, loyal, etc), but to be honest, I would prefer to be treated as an individual than to be stereotyped and labeled in such ways.

It sucks that you've had it so rough. I don't doubt that the women in your particular life may have had unfair advantages in many ways. That's frustrating. I might be pissed, too. I also have a friend with an ex-wife who controls his kid, and it's infuriating. But cheer up. You have plenty to live for, and the world's not as bad as it may seem.