Nothing you mentioned in your previous post spoke to anything like wisdom, just competitiveness. As for moralizing, there isn't a moral dimension to this for you, so I'm not sure where you're getting that from. The bottom line is just that doctors who are in the business of their patients' business don't act in those patients' best interests from a medical standpoint.

If you want to achieve greatness with drugs at the potential expense of your health, that's fine in my opinion, but it's crazy to think that a doctor should help you.