Well, this is what I wanted to avoid. I didn't mean it in any particular "way", especially an accusatory one. I've just done the opposite, basically living like there is no tomorrow. It was a lot of fun, but very dangerous, and it wouldn't be very good of me to advise anyone else to do it. But it was a lot of fun, a lot of the time. And regrets are easy to get over -- for me -- if I go into a situation telling myself "no regrets".