opiate_addict
Personally I am the other side of what you said lol I can't imagine that people don't feel it or don't enjoy it!
addiction science is cool and evolving. i wonder if people have different inherent dopamine regulation/Glutamate chemistry in their brains causing this difference of 'fun' [1]
and or maybe it's like cocaine or opiates where some people have to do it a couple times to 'notice' the difference. and then that difference drives your life lol
[1] https://www.intechopen.com/books/attention-deficit-hyperacti...
It sucks there aren't any good meds for addiction treatment for stimulants yet (naltrexone/bupe etc).
Quitting meth, cocaine, prescription stims is really really hard.
it helps 'slow down my thinking' and just kind of nod out to nothingness when taken alone. and combining with other drugs/alcohol amplifies
I feel like it has permanently worsened my memory. For sure brain fog is definitely noticeable for weeks after stopping.
There are also a few scary articles I've read linking to alzheimer's/dementia. It kind of makes sense from my limited wikipedia understanding of brain chemistry that blocking Acetylcholine would have long term effects. amped up version of this action is used to kill people vx seren etc
im sober from everything now. but every once and a blue moon i'll take diphenhydramine if i'm having serious insomnia.
one night feels restful. after that it just exasperates & continues the cycle. It also is hard to take just one, I literally have to buy a travel pack, take one, throw the rest away or i will keep taking them until they are gone. annnnd now i want one to zone out. don't abuse drugs kids!