major--neither
you mean you white-washed some remarks?
aha!
;)
12 years ago I started meditation, and after 10 years of seemingly nothing happening I began to get it. It's been 2 years and the depression/anxiety are just like shadows that are still there but do not affect me.
I am very curious about psychedelics, but afraid to ruin all the work I put in ... But what if it helps me even more! :)
Not sure what to do, but thanks again for posting your experience. It helps. Peace and Love to you brother.
PS: I meditate 2 to 3 hours a day. It took me 5 years just to get a regular habit, then 5 more to get to an hour. After that things seem to go quickly.
i have 700G so it would cost me ~ $230/year (and you have to buy a min of 400G)
microsoft onedrive is $70 for 1TB and you don't pay for bandwidth. can use rclone.
you get some other goodies too (office) which i don't use but i'd imagine it's a nice to have for some people.