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To quote "You can't put the genie back in the bottle"
And unless I start to see some evidence that this is theft, by an identical piece in a collage being "created" by AI (impossible I think) - then I have ZERO time to consider how they are being stolen or thinking of compensation ideas.
I say this with an arts degree - it sucks for struggling artists, but I only find it nominally sad that a bunch of people are gunna be out of work making Art for the McCorpos -
If you are one of those artists then i'm sorry if I sound flippant or cruel about this, but you can adapt or you will die. Not literally, of course.
But real artists know its the message not the medium - and they aren't in danger of dying off. They adapt.
It sounds like you lost your purpose, which can be an existential crisis - but as you mentioned you have a loving family, a house … etc.
I had to leave my career in the army at 30 because of PTSD, fell into VERY rough times, and after all that had 2 kids which helped provide a bit of perspective.
Now, I’m feeling many of the same things but am going back for a new degree in a couple months, I keep myself busy with some of the new technology, and had to really gain some acceptance with myself and my feelings.
And that can be the hardest thing, when the day is over and everything is quiet and I’m forced to be alone with my screaming thoughts.
It can be tough and overwhelming, especially during this time of year. It’s hard but try to have some acceptance that you are right where the universe needs you to be - we like to fool ourselves that we retain some sort of control but we don’t.
Stay positive, friend.
But deciding to be an inventor is a tough road to walk.
And being in the tech-start up space you are going to be dealing with vipers and scorpions - not ideal. And even if YOU have a perfect idea - your chances of success are still slim.
Start small and build up. You don't need a facility, team, or anything but the smallest decent product. Build it, the rest will come.
But these influencers are going to destroy us all. Avoid for advice at all costs.
Everyone is selling a dream, and people are willing to buy because they fall in love with the "idea" of the dream - I think unless I had some actually insane, never thought of tech, I would NEVER want to be a tech-startup. Everyone is trying to take advantage of you to fulfil their own dreams, ironically