kafkaenjoyer24

I can relate to this as well. Father figure with narcissistic traits. Everything had to be done his ways and other opinions were never respected. No empathy at all. As a result I think I formed some kind of protection shell. Outwards I appeared indifferent, apathic or stoic while the kernel was very sensitive. In my teens I suspected psychopathic tendencies because of this shell. At other times Aspergers but it didn't fully match. Nowadays I guess I have developed some kind of schizoid personality.