fromtheabyss

I didn't have a psychotic break but I had what could be considered a nervous breakdown. I couldn't comprehend anything I read. I could barely think. I didn't have the motivation to do anything but the bare minimum each day. I learned how to fake my condition with my family, but when alone I may as well have been typing "all work and no play..." on a typewriter all day because I was long gone.

Hip hop, rap, and dj mixes are derivatives of art. Each is legally allowed without attribution. AI will be legally permitted to do the same.

Interesting community for clinical work in this field: https://horizons.nyc/

Includes psilocybin research

Tracing is a microservices phenomenon, right? In other words, would it benefit monolithic systems that already log and collect metrics?

Kylie Jenner's net worth is estimated at $1 billion.

Working smart > working hard

I've been living with depression and anxiety for so long that it is my state of normal. I find cover from my feelings by working 12 hours a day and focusing as much as I can. When I lose focus is when depression resurfaces. I finally invested in my mental health in the last year, seeing a therapist and practicing CBT. This has been a breakthrough year for me, emotionally. I am thinking about quitting my work and working on something entrepreneurial related to mental health. I've found that the most important part of self-therapy is practicing what is learned, developing new mental habits that trigger as countermeasures to cognitive distortions.

I feel like I'm a survivor of a emotional holocaust where people see an emaciated mind and don't understand the cause.