diatomaceous_

Your paranoia of “hippies”, denigration of people who are “too peaceful”, and basic understanding of psychedelic pharmacology are wholly subjective, unscientific, and warped by media portrayals

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushrooms

This is the correct answer; people whose only understanding of psychedelics draws from media portrayals of the 60s have a dramatically warped and puritanical perspective on what is a pharmacological effect vs a cultural effect

This is the correct answer; psychedelics enhance aspects of your personality that were already quite present

It obviously needs more formal research, but anecdotal reports of tryptamine-based psychedelics indicate strong potential for stress management and/or general mental health recovery.

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushrooms

Your experience is an anecdotal exception, not the norm.

I encourage you to actually read up on the pharmacology of psilocybin: https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushrooms.