darksofa
But ... there is a lot of ageism out there. Which I've never understood.
“Inflation is made in Washington because only Washington can create money. Any other attribution to other groups of inflation is wrong.”
Forbidden Planet (1956)
Robinson Crusoe on Mars (1964)
The War of the Worlds (1953)
Contact (1997)
Back To The Future (1995)
Logan's Run (1976)
Soylent Green (1973)
Solaris (1972)
The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951)
The Andromeda Strain (1971)
Tron (1982)
ET (1982)
Fantastic Voyage (1966)
Planet of the Apes (1968)
Apollo 13 (1995)
20,000 Leagues Under The Sea (1954)
Armageddon (1998)
The Omega Man (1971)
The Quiet Earth (1985)
WarGames (1983)
When Worlds Collide (1951)
Independence Day (1996)
Earth vs. The Flying Saucers (1956)
The Thing from Another World (1951) -- "Keep watching the skies!"
Invaders from Mars (1953)
Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1956)
Rocketship X-M (1950); Osa Massen wow!
The Brain from Planet Arous (1957)
Finally two of the very best Disney comedies:
The Abscent-Minded Professor (1961); "Hey Neptune, why don't you just submerge!"
Son of Flubber (1963)
The search engines exist to try and sell you stuff.
You haven't had you vision checked in 4 years. Get it checked and get new glasses.
How old will you be in 5 years if you do nothing? 45. If you make big changes, how old will you be in 5 years? The same? The point is: your age has nothing to do with it. At 40, you're still young.
Get thee back to the US. You can change careers.
You can have a wife and kids. Although be prepared to meet women with "baggage" - a prior divorce and children. The key to find a wife is to treat it like a second full-time job. Were you raised in a particular religious faith? If yes, join a singles group associated to it? Worried that you'll meet a woman who will want to go to church every Sunday? Stop worrying -- you can sit through anything for an hour.
You're not too old. It's not too late.
Good luck.
Overshoot: The Ecological Basis of Revolutionary Change, by William R. Catton
There can be biological causes for low mood and energy. I'll mention two.
The first is hypothyroidism (low thyroid). This comes on insidiously, with lower and lower levels over a span of years. Your energy gets lower and lower, slowly over time. Thyroid hormone is needed by every cell in your body to produce energy. Can be diagnosed with the TSH blood test (if above 3, suspect hypothyroidism).
The second is low testosterone, which can also be diagnosed with blood tests. It also develops insidiously. Testosterone has a powerful effect on the brain. A hundred years ago, testosterone was used as a therapy for depression (it worked).
Go see a doctor. You can't get out of it by yourself.
To emphasize tuatoro's points, it appears some of your branch circuits were damaged by the strike. Their wiring needs to be inspected to see if the insulation was compromised. If yes, the wiring needs to be replaced. The dead kitchen appliances need to be evaluated for safety -- they could now be an electrocution risk.
Many of the comments display a dangerous (and common) misunderstanding of the purpose of a grounding rod. The language used for this topic is confusing, which doesn't help.
The important thing to know is: A GROUNDING ROD IS NOT A SAFETY GROUND.
Article 250 of the US National Electric Code covers "grounding" and "bonding." Note the two different words. "Grounding" (connect to earth) is done to limit voltage induced by lightening, line surges, or unintentional contact with higher-voltage lines.
"Bonding" is the connecting metal parts of enclosures, cases, and equipment to the supply source via an effective ground-fault current path. Bonding is what provides safety. This is what most people think of as the green "grounding" wire (in the code, called the "equipment grounding conductor."
Note it says "to the supply source." In your case, the source is the house 200 m away feeding your panel. The cable from that house should be 4 or 5 conductors, one of which is the equipment grounding conductor ("ground wire"). If the cable does not include the equipment grounding conductor, the cable MUST be replaced. It is not safe to run a separate wire back for the grounding conductor.
See this document on article 250 requirements:
https://www.mikeholt.com/instructor2/img/product/pdf/20NCT2-...
Thailand has 230 V / 50 Hz service, but the grounding and bonding principles are the same.
Designed by Bruce Schneier
https://www.schneier.com/academic/passsafe/
Mobile clients available and you can sync via Dropbox or iCloud.
However, there is more to it than just litho. Many thin films, implants, etching, polishing. A product is designed to a specific fabrication process flow. The real showstopper is that the process flow guarantees the electrical parameters of the transistors and passive devices will be with a certain range -- the product circuits are designed based on these parameters' values. A different process flow has all different electrical characteristics and the product won't work without redesign.