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I have tried multiple types of antidepressants and found the side effects unbearable. They didn't make me feel happy, they made me feel nothing.
I have tried CBT and regular therapy, both of which have failed because I was unable to motivate myself to actually go.
Maybe it is just a matter of changing how I think, but it's hard to change how you think when you don't even feel in control of your own thoughts. No matter how hard I try, I always fall back into the same patterns.
I don't why I'm writing this here. I don't know what else to do.
I can maybe understand the point of using numbered references like this (although honestly it barely affects readability having links inline) but you're not a computer. It just comes across as pretentious when you start counting at 0 as though you're referencing an array of references or something. We get that you Know Computers.
"But we don't behave that way" – who is "we"?
There's only so long you can dismiss these people as mere "intruders" and declare that No True HNer would behave that way.
This is not a cocktail party. There is no guest list. In sufficient numbers, the "intruders" become the community.