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Just go read "Learn to Program with Assembly: Foundational Learning for New Programmers", it's modern (x64), beginner friendly, and well written in my opinion.

Same for me, I've learned programming, reverse engineering, music production, cooking, etc. I learned all these things not because I'm intrinsically in love with doing them, I just love having done them. This quote fits it perfectly, "I hate writing, but I love having written."