I'm making my first comment on Hackernews because I saw your remark. I would encourage you to seek help for this negative thinking or at the very least reflect. I promise the majority of people in society do not view you as subhuman for working at Amazon. This is really an irrational thought.
Based on your post history I think you are beating yourself up over a non issue. You're working at a top company, with reasonable pay, and exciting projects. Yes some companies pay much higher, have more perks, better wlb, etc. but there will always be a better company wherever you work. Your work doesn't define you.
Chin up my friend, and maybe seek some professional help to improve your thoughts. You don't have to go through life suffering like this! I used to get extremely anxious/depressed focusing on my career but after going through therapy, and yes some medication I have been feeling much much better.
Best of luck!
Fuck it and be happy. And while you're working on it, you should consider no longer voicing your negative thoughts. It definitely doesn't help, and there's a good chance it makes it worse. (Or don't, I'm not telling you what to do obviously)
When you get your first yacht, you'll start to notice all the better yachts with mini yachts. It's never ending.
Amazon have one of the most trusted brands in America, rivaling Google in how people view them.
It's your life, so you're welcome to feel as you will, but if it's on inaccuracies then you're just hurting yourself.
Cheer up. And if you're not happy there, move on to a place with a name you're proud of.
Like come on, I have met enough Googlers over the years to recognise that they are not all geniuses. They're all very competent at what they do, but that's not the same thing at all.
Regardless, it's never a good idea to assume you can't do something until you've exhaustively proved it.